I
have shattered at least twice in the last year.
I am still broken.
"Decide how you want to live. Then just do it. Make it happen"
Life is stalled out, but I am beginning to see this might be possible.
Maybe, someday.
The
problem is math.
Math is always a problem for me anyway.
So I want X and V. Ed wants X and C.
Now with some creative art work we could make C into a V.
Or the other way around....or
We could compromise for G.
Point is, algebra stinks.
We want, and have, our own vision of the next 40 odd years.
But I don't think...other than each other in it, that they look the same.
What kind of math do I need here?
I
can't breathe if I stay broken.
I can't fully function without you
The thing is Life, or our Choices, either way
Didn't give us a firm starting ground.
I want, no I need, the chance to see if we can make it
Alone together
We need, someday, somehow, the chance to see if we can do this
Without distractions....other than critters
We didn't get that.
Maybe
if we heal and become strong again.
Figure who we are inside
Strengthen our faith and our walk with our Lord
Stop fighting depression and vicious cycles of bad emotional habits.
Relearn each other as well as ourselves,
Then…
We can also learn to better math or just creatively make things work out right.
