now now meg

My daughter read the last and only post and said." Mom, your depressed aren't you?". No, Meg i don't think so. Ok i reread my post and yes it was depressive, but i don't think i am depressed. I am a bit fed up and bothered but i don't think it is depression. i have thought about it, studied it from all 7 angles. 2 of those angles are tilted and one is decidedly bent but overall it is not a depression. 

Now this is a fluid life i lead, i am going somewhere( most days i am totally lost but that's a different story entirely) and always passing though stuff and places. "...So this too shall pass", really does have a great moral lesson here. We just keep moving along. Therapy is only one more week i guess and from there we go back to the compression hose. Losing weight as well as, Ginger & i actually getting up in the evenings and going walking will defiantly help with my frustration level. Our decluttering of my closet is helping a great deal. Lets try and find a place to go swimming once a month that we can take the girls with us. I loved taking Ginger down to Panther Creek and walking the trails. I know we are all so busy but we have to try and plan something once in awhile. Otherwise we will wondering where i time went and could we really have wasted so much of it. i love you meg....i hope this blog lets you know you mommy is just fine and as silly as ever.