nesters

as a woman, 

i am by nature a nurturer and a nest builder.  

the games are changing.  

i am losing my nest, i am most likely losing my cat and my dog has past on. no this isn't a country song and i wont be talking about a truck next. 

 my point is when the reason for your being or the things that shape your identity are gone,  ....

 how to you define yourself? 

this is where i think i need help. i wonder what makes "home" home?

 how can i not be homeless in my "homeless" state?  surely in my up coming limbo there is a way to "play home" .

  I feel like i am going to lost.  suggestions that might help, please.