I came home late last night and of course megan was snoozing on the red couch over at Grandpa’s. She did eventually wake up and try to chat a bit. It was completely unfair to both of us and completely selfish of me. We managed to get to Sunday School early since she was teaching with me nursing an energy drink. I only got half a night’s sleep. She was struggling to stay awake during church and it was a good service, she is just so worn thin. I feel guilty keeping her up. The youth were going on a wonderful hike today to Max Patch in the Smokey Mountains. Denise and William are back in the States and are going on the hike. I really wanted to go with everyone, but of course I am working. Megan and I rush to Food City to get her some food for the hike. As we are leaving the church she knows something is wrong and I firmly deign any such thing. I don’t think she bought it. It isn’t just one thing and we have no time to talk; mostly what is bothering me can’t be fixed so what’s the point. It’s her, us; I miss my deep friendship with her. She is too busy and that is only proper for everything that is on her plate. I can’t blame her, make her feel guilty, or even fix it. Time will heals such things…
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