10.13.2010

peeks at my journal part 2

Tuesday dragged on, a day off with much to do and yet so little really done.  I didn’t even try much.  The Rock House is going to become my playhouse I guess.  A grown up version to that childlike one of yesterdays.  I don’t know what is going to become of everything but I thing I am going to take the advice of that wonderfully human, yet fictional character, Father Timothy Kavanaugh. I am going to pray, and keep praying, the prayer that never fails.  Aside from that I need to somehow restructure my day to have some time there every day.  Maggie and I need to reconnect.  Daddy just needs to handle this, I can’t seem to deal with it.  How do I divide myself?  I don’t know…it hurts…

2 comments:

edsrockin said...

nobody is asking you to divide yourself you silly woman. it was nice that you hung out over here on tuesday, but i wouldn't have condemned you had you stayed over there, either. i don't want you torn. however, i appreciate the time you share with us too. there is nothing stating how you should spend your time. that is something you need to decide.

Missy said...

i guess it is a bittersweet problem. I am torn because i care and i love you.