time is short

77 days and 7 hours until New Years Day!  

did you just roll your eyes at the screen?

okay so what can i get done or change in 77 days and 7 hours to make 2013 start blissfully?
Change is good.  i hate change, but not as much as a few fellows in my life.  Some changes are downright scary, but around here things crept off course.  So let's put it right.  Now what can get done in less than 3 months to impact the next 12 or hopefully more?  I found this in an article about questions women should ask themselves.  It really fit where my head was wandering.

"How much junk could a chic chick chuck if a chic chick could chuck junk?

I believe this question was originally posed by Lao Tzu, who also wrote, "To become learned, each day add something. To become enlightened, each day drop something." Face it: You'd be better off without some of your relationships, many of your possessions, and most of your thoughts. Chuck your chic-chick junk, chic chick. Enlightenment awaits. “

I have read that it takes 21 days to break a habit or form a new one.  so i have time to do this.  Procrastinate over this.  i even have time to screw it up and restart this!! Hot Damn!

Okay so where to start.  I.  that's the only place.  I can't change the past; past mistakes, past habits, other people, or even other people's belief in me.  I can only change me and what i am doing.  Well heaven's so far all i am doing is thinking and typing.  I should make a list. 

• thing 1
• thing 2
• this will hurt

ok so those aren't the actual agenda items, but it's good to get start somewhere.  First thing i want to do is a fast.  Clear my heart and do deep soul searching.  From there some more deep cleaning and donating things from my closet. I wanted this to be a very special month.  I woke up so happy October 1st.  This month meant a lot to me. It hasn't been what i thought it would be so far, but it is only half over.  There is still time to change my wonderful October with everything else!